Eventually

Well, it seems that I'm back to my old summer habits--sitting in front of the TV the entire day while typing some senseless crap until I get my muse back. I keep asking myself several random questions hoping that if I ask myself enough I'll eventually figure it out. I should really learn to unwind, I seem to have forgotten how.

My headache have gotten worse. It should mean I should rest, but with all the sugar I've been consuming I doubt I can sleep. So now I'm watching Freaky Friday. It used to be one of my favorite movies but every time I see Lindsay Lohan I get mixed feelings about it.

Thinking...thinking... I should stop thinking. I should stop trying so hard to answer questions, they'll eventually be answered--maybe sooner if I wasn't thinking so hard. Everything is temporary, I'm not going to be in this situation forever. Eventually I'm not going to want so many things. Eventually I'm not going want the same things. Eventually I will change.